The terrible thing about following awesome shit--say a particular webcomic or a really good piece of fanfiction--is that after I read something SO AWESOME MY BRAIN EXPLODES I get the low afterwards.

For awhile it is like I am vibrating from the awesome. I have been infused by a part of how fucking ungodly awesome this shit is.

Then I hit this wall and suddenly I feel so depressed because it is so awesome I don't think I could ever make something that awesome and nothing can assure me that this is ok.

For some reason it's just a death spiral into inadequacy and I just have to pick myself back up and keep on going because if I let it win then I'd never get anything done.

God damn it world, why are you so full of amazing?

Don't answer that, I'm actually ok w/ your amazing. I just...you make me feel so inadequate world.

Fandom: Homestuck
Characters: Bro, Dave.
Rating: Kiddie pool
Warnings: None
Words: So short I'm not even counting.
Summary: Dave runs away from home for the first time.

( Don't Cross the Street )

Fandom: Compilation of Final Fantasy VII (FFVII, Advent Children, Crisis Core, Before Crisis, Dirge of Cerberus)
Pairing: Established Zack/Aerith, Eventual Sephiroth/Cloud (Subject to possible additions)
Rating: Teen (Subject to change)
Warnings: Violence, Language, Pretty much what you'd expect from FFVII. (Subject to additions)
Genre: Time Travel, AU, Action/Adventure, Drama, Friendship, Romance.
Words: 16,383
Summary: At first it was about preventing tragedy. For Cloud it soon becomes a fight to protect new bonds, tread untrod paths and find happy endings. Second chances aren't always easy in a time where ghosts live and heroes are human.

Start reading Here.

( Chapter 03 - Crisis of Chocobos )

Well, other than the fact that I forgot to post about the Counter Crisis update to my own LJ until a few seconds ago, I mean...

My Mom: "What is that on the computer?"

I go look at her computer. "....It's a webpage."

Mom: "But what is it?!"

Me: "It's a webpage."

Mom: "Well I know that, but it has the firefox logo on it!"

"It's their webpage!"


Yeah, I don't know. My mom has no clue about computers. Oi oi....

Finally went and fought the Elite Four on my copy of White, geared up to take on the champ...

Sent out my level 81 Volcarona Quiver Dance x 2 + Spamming Heatwave = One shotting each of his pokemon (Except his druddigon, which took two attacks: Heatwave + Bug Buzz). Easiest. Champion battle. Ever.

Holy shit.

Guess I'll just go back to training my ghost team now. LOL.

So, my brain scares me a bit.

Anyway, on Friday I bought myself a preowned copy of Katamari Damacy for the hell of it. I'd kind of always wanted to play it since it looked crazy and it is. That game is a trip from the get go.

( So, Rie, where are you going with this? )

Just a heads up...I will be posting a fic on my birthday as usual, though many of you, my fabulous readers, might not be interested. It won't be for DC/MK.