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kooriiThe terrible thing about following awesome shit--say a particular webcomic or a really good piece of fanfiction--is that after I read something SO AWESOME MY BRAIN EXPLODES I get the low afterwards.
For awhile it is like I am vibrating from the awesome. I have been infused by a part of how fucking ungodly awesome this shit is.
Then I hit this wall and suddenly I feel so depressed because it is so awesome I don't think I could ever make something that awesome and nothing can assure me that this is ok.
For some reason it's just a death spiral into inadequacy and I just have to pick myself back up and keep on going because if I let it win then I'd never get anything done.
God damn it world, why are you so full of amazing?
Don't answer that, I'm actually ok w/ your amazing. I just...you make me feel so inadequate world.
For awhile it is like I am vibrating from the awesome. I have been infused by a part of how fucking ungodly awesome this shit is.
Then I hit this wall and suddenly I feel so depressed because it is so awesome I don't think I could ever make something that awesome and nothing can assure me that this is ok.
For some reason it's just a death spiral into inadequacy and I just have to pick myself back up and keep on going because if I let it win then I'd never get anything done.
God damn it world, why are you so full of amazing?
Don't answer that, I'm actually ok w/ your amazing. I just...you make me feel so inadequate world.
